Me and the World I'm Living In

Posting Proofs of Existence.

With Every Beat It Aches…

Someone please take me away from here πŸ˜”πŸ˜”πŸ˜”

Yes, I love him. The only person who can tolerate me when I’m being such a girl. The only one who stayed even at my worst. Who never gave up on me. And the only one who, after all the bad things I have done, still looks at me as if I’m perfect. He did all of that without a single complain. Im just amazed by you my love. β€οΈπŸ˜˜πŸ’ #love #23daystogo #psyched 😊😊😊
Exactly.
I guess, thats why it never work out with other guys, because you’re just the one for me. Both of us are waiting for the wrong person back then, they have their own relationships and we keep forcing our way to their life and heart. Its not our fault though because they keep giving us false hopes, and so we keep fighting, waiting, and hoping. We are the two broken hearted Idiots who find ourselves falling for each other. Its scary at first knowing that we are both just hungry foolish but we tried, and here we are nearing our third year anniversary still in love and still can’t get enough of each other. Si I guess, all the pain of the past seems all worth it, for without it, I don’t know if I will ever met this heartbroken idiot….that I love. :’) #ourlovestory #lol
Three awesome artist in one frame! Omg love it ❀️#avrillavigne #hayleywilliams #taylormomsen #omg #artist #wow
I want to keep on studying, and Law is one of the degree i really want to take up now. I was really touched by Father Allan’s homily during our baccalaureate mass, he said don’t be blind, don’t pretend to be blind, and don’t be blinded. Fight for what you know and think is right. Do not let yourself be strayed in the wrong doings of your surrounding, never follow that trend. One good example of this is our government, the officials are fooling the public straight in the face, their corruptions and other hideous crimes are way obvious these days  but we cannot do anything about it, because we are too scared. But I believed that Knowledge is the best armor we could use to stop these monsters. And with the right knowledge and wisdom, maybe just maybe, I can destroy those monsters someday so that everyone could have justice and peaceful government. πŸ™πŸ’ͺβ˜οΈπŸ™… #justsaying #law #yale #knowledge #government #philippines #goal

guy:

do you ever type a long rant and then at the end of it you select all of it and delete it because no one cares

(via coluring)

Chillin’ by the shore. Happiness!  β€οΈπŸŠπŸ‘ŒπŸ’
Finally. πŸ™πŸ˜ŠπŸŽ“πŸ‘πŸŽ‰πŸŽŠπŸ“œ#batch2014 #graduation #helloworld #momy
Seriously, this selfie is better than my actual Graduation Picture HAHAHA #push #sorrryexcitedkunyare
I need that. A LOT OF THAT. #justsaying

Karma.

Guess I’ve had a dosage of my own medicine. I’ve been serve, and i totally deserved that.

I’m an evil child, I only want whats the best FOR ME, i never thought of other people’s sakes. I’m so selfish. I also have this habit of celebrating other people’s failure. Yes, I’m a bitch. The bad one.

Im insecure and envious of everything, i never learn how to be contented. People see me as this kind and nice girl, but honestly they are looking at me in a different perspective. I have horns and red bloodshot eyes. I hate losing, and i hate seeing other people’s victory and happiness. I’m the wicked witch of the far far away kingdom. The villain in the Love story of the lovers. The antagonist in every protagonist’s life story. Yes that’s how evil I am. I won’t deny, i hate seeing other people going ahead of me. I hate seeing them happy. I hate their victory. I dont know what gotten into me, but that’s what i really feel.

Because of that attitude, i never win in anything.
I’m hating too much. Im so insecure. I always envy others. Im always comparing.
I said i hate plastic people, but here i am talking behind the back of some people who’s calling me a friend :(
Im becoming the person I said i will never be.

So now, because of those things Im left with nothing.
Im not happy, im depress, im upset, im stressed, and all the things i ever wanted ended up on someone else’s hands.

I gotta do something about myslef, specially my attitude, so it will change my life as well. Its never healthy to be insecure and envious all the time. I should start see just the good things in everything and start to accept who I am, to be contented with what i have and what i can do.

If there are things i need to improve it is my way of thinking. I should start cleaning and clearing my mind. Gotta cleanse my soul and being. Gotta stop over thinking things that led me to unpleasant thoughts. Oh God help me, just a bit of your touch can heal me.

Hopeful to change for the better. πŸ™πŸ™πŸ™

True. Haha

Wake up call.