Freelance Dreamer

Thoughts and blah blahs...

It’s not complicated, it’s just a matter of time.

“When you learned the right lessons and made the right decisions the right time will come and the right person will come along.”

“Our kiss, its just like the first.”

Feeling Good

Life has been more easier for me to live these days, its not that life has been easy on me, but I guess it’s really true what they say that if you change the way you look at life it will get better.

I do not overthink things anymore.
I do not stress myself over unimportant matters anymore.
I do not dwell too much on things that i don’t have control with anymore.

I just let things happen now.

I hope this will remain in me, because i like this kind of thinking.

And also, i do not focus myself to much on anyone, I’m starting to enjoy myself now and keep an open mind about stuffs. I just want to live and enjoy life now, enjoy and live it the way it supposed to. I have a time for myself now, and my mind is clearer as well. I am able to think and know what I want already, and set my mind straight.

Bits by bits im starting to accept myself and release all the tension that I put on myself. I don’t get too much insecure now, I’m starting to believe and accept myself too. And its a good thing. Im getting more relaxed and calm and understanding now.

What I want to do now is to lessen my ‘Gala’ lol. I need to try on staying at home and saving money. I need to control and discipline myself now.
So thats my next step.

I’ll just live life now the way i want to live it, and love it, and make it wonderful. No more dramas. No more hold backs.
I’ll be better, I’ll be in my best condition, and I’ll be seeing a new perspective in life :)

The beat goes on and on and on and on and on and on and on. hahaha. πŸ’˜πŸ’—β€οΈ #FeelingGood
@mileycyrus ‘s influence. #eos

“Breathe deep, breathe clear
Know that I’m here
Know that I’m here
Waitin’”

“So we’re in love.”

How could a heart like yours
Ever love a heart like mine?
How I could I live before?
How could I have been so blind?
You opened up my eyes

#SongOfTheNight #IfiStay #heartlikeyours
#IfiStay :))

“So maybe you’re gonna be the one that saves me”

—   Oasis

Wonderwall.

Today is gonna be the day
That they’re gonna throw it back to you
By now you should’ve somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don’t believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Back beat, the word is on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I’m sure you’ve heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don’t believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
But I don’t know how

Because maybe
You’re gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You’re my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day
But they’ll never throw it back to you
By now you should’ve somehow
Realized what you’re not to do
I don’t believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now

And all the roads that lead you there were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
But I don’t know how

I said maybe
You’re gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You’re my wonderwall

I said maybe
You’re gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You’re my wonderwall

I said maybe
You’re gonna be the one that saves me
You’re gonna be the one that saves me
You’re gonna be the one that saves me

“The thought of you holding me gives me chills, the good kind of chills.”

Exactly. 😍😊😁 trying to wait for our own time. πŸ‘ #happy
What we have right now is something that people will not be able to understand, but this is what we’ve become to accept. It has always been a wrong timing for us, but life always has a way of  gravitating us back together. maybe its still not yet our time today but who knows tomorrow ? 
This life that we chose to live in might be as hard as bullshit, and complicated as hell, but this gives us happiness, so f*ck it, we’re here to stay, and i hope it will really stay for a while because I love what i feel. #loststars #happy